Gay Means Happy Too

A Review of Date Me, Bryson Keller by Kevin van Whye

Rating: 4 out of 5.

**Disclaimer** This turns into something a little more in-depth than a normal review because I have a lot of thoughts on the nature of LGBTQ+ romance for teens and I wanted to take this opportunity to talk about it.

Kai Sheridan is your normal teenager, he likes to write, loves his family, and has a small but super close group of friends that he knows he can trust with anything. Except for…the fact that he’s gay. Kai has known for a while that he’s gay but he’s never told anyone about it. He’s pretty sure his friends would accept him, but he’s a little less sure about his family. Either way, he hesitates coming out because he doesn’t want to be known as “Kai Sheridan…the gay one.”

He’s hid it pretty well, until he gets swept up in a school-wide dare and ends up asking out one of the most popular students, Bryson Keller. Bryson hasn’t really dated throughout high school under the excuse that high school relationships are stupid, that they’ll never make it through college. They’re just a waste of time. Despite that, though, Bryson is pretty confident that if he WANTED to, he could have a new date every week. Hence where the dare comes in. For a good chunk of senior year, Bryson has to say yes to the first person who asks him out at the beginning of each week and dump them at the end of the week. They aren’t “real” relationships, it’s just a game.

Until the week that Kai asks Bryson out on a rather helpful burst of confidence. Of course, nothing was ever said in the dare rules that it HAD to be a girl, just that it had to be the first person to ask him out. So, Bryson and Kai start dating.

I love fake dating troupes, they’re typically pretty cheesy but my little heart loves them anyway. This one did not disappoint. Bryson and Kai keep their pretend relationship a secret but as they spend time together so Bryson can fulfill the dare, they start to fall for each other. Hard.

Throughout the novel there are some rough parts, they get caught by one of Brysons friends who doesn’t accept him potentially being gay. Kai’s mom finds out and has a less than accepting initial response. But, in the end, everything works out and Kai and Bryson live happily ever after, so to speak.

When I finished the novel, I was conflicted. I felt like some parts were TOO easy, that everything fit together a little too well. But I quickly realized there’s absolutely no reason they shouldn’t. We live in a world full of heteronormative fairy tales. No one questions if it was “too easy” for Cinderella and The Prince to end up together. No one questions if the stars aligned just a little too perfectly for the ultimate jock boy to fall in love with the bookish girl. There are heaps upon heaps of straight stories where, after a little bit of conflict, everything just falls into place and no one really questions it.

Why, then, should an LGBTQ+ romance be any different? Why do we have this pre-conceived notion that LGBTQ+ youth books need to highlight a central struggle that never ends or that the characters need to always be sad or that more “work” needs to be put into the story for those characters to get their happy ending? I think it’s become we have buried a bias so deep inside of ourselves, as a society, that says if you’re different you have to be upset about it. But really, there’s nothing to be upset about. Sometimes two young men can fall in love over the course of a week and everything turns out okay, because why not, our society is FULL to the brim of the exact same story told from the perspective of straight people.

I loved this book and everything it stands for. The only reason I gave it four stars instead of five was because I felt like sometimes the dialogue was a little bit unrealistic for real life teenagers, but I absolutely adored Kai and Bryson. They deserve happiness and they deserve to have it come as easily as it does for every other straight couple that has ever been written.

Thank you to NetGalley and Penguin Random House for providing me with a free eBook of Date Me, Bryson Keller, for the purpose of this review.

Date Me, Bryson Keller is out Tuesday, May 19.

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A Bloody, Philosophical Extravaganza

A Review of Prosper’s Demon by K.J. Parker

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Prosper’s Demon begins with a murder, a murder that is very easily overlooked once the dark, twisting tale actually starts to wind its way down to Hell. A murder that, in the grand scheme of things, really isn’t so bad, is it?

Our unnamed narrator is, for lack of a better term (and I really mean that), an exorcist. His (and I only use He/Him here because, similar to our narrator’s demon, “this one particular, unique, individual specimen was definitely, in my mind, a He.”) job is to remove immortal, evil, entities from people when they’ve found a home inside of one. The process is brutal, bloody, and painful for both the entity and the human, making many of the encounters with these entities a zero sum game. However, it’s a game our narrator has been playing since he was very young and, luckily, he’s very good at it.

This novella is equal parts witty and gritty and takes you down dark, and even darker still, philosophical paths until you’re questioning who’s really in the right. Our narrator isn’t a “good” person, he makes that abundantly clear. Then again, he’s not an evil person either. He’s simply the person with the skills necessary for the job and the one that just happens to be around at the time to do it.

When our narrator encounters one of these evil entities hidden inside one of the brightest minds of the century, Prosper of Schnaz, he is faced with a dilemma. To remove the demon would surely end the man’s life, thus ending a life of pure genius. However, allowing the demon to stay means playing alongside that which he has vowed, and come to, hate. Like I said, it’s usually a zero sum game.

The gory, blood-splattered, bone-splintering ending was, really, both a complete surprise and completely inevitable. What surprised me the most was that I still ended the novella rooting for our unscrupulous narrator. He’s going to die eventually, but damn is he going to raise Hell in the meantime.

Thank you to Tor.com publishing and NetGalley for providing me with free access to the digital version of this book prior to its publication.

Prosper’s Demon will be available for purchase on Tuesday, January 28!

Top 3 Books of 2019

The decade ends tomorrow (which is still super weird to say and think about) and a lot of my fellow bookstagrammers and book reviewers are talking about their favorite books of the year.

I’ve only been doing the whole bookstagram thing since November, that’s also when I started my blog, so I don’t really have a whole year to go off of, but the #FOMO was becoming so real, I had to do a little something. Now, this isn’t to say I wasn’t reading at all before November, I just wasn’t in the habit of documenting it and tracking everything through GoodReads so it’s hard for my impatient Millennial brain to recall what I read before then. I’m like 99.99% positive, though, that if I had been keeping track of the whole year, this list wouldn’t be any different. So, without further ado, here are my top three books of 2019!

1) The Starless Sea

The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern
This book took me through the ringer emotionally. I know I never shut up about it and it’s really purely because it IS that good. Not only is it about an LGBTQ+ couple, it’s a book about books, so what’s not to like. The more I reflect on this story the more I realize I loved it so much because it felt like it was written specifically for me. Another reason I loved this book so much is because there’s not a single character I didn’t like. Not a single one. Even Allegra was a highly enjoyable character to read and a badass to boot. Mirabel was amazingly complex but still relatable. I feel like Morgernstern writes characters that subvert all the gendered tropes I hate about most other stories in such a subtle way. Her women are capable and strong but aren’t so “tough” they refuse to ask others for help. Her men are emotionally mature and know how to express what they’re feeling. It makes her stories an absolute joy to read.

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2) Gideon the Ninth

Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir
I honestly believe that Gideon the Ninth is going to take off in 2020. It came out in late 2019 but from what I’ve seen it’s fanbase is rapidly gaining speed and size and I hear more and more people talking about it. Good, because it honestly deserves all of that and more. If you’re a fan of sci-fi you should read this book because the plot and setting will be your cup of tea, but you may be introduced to some types of characters you don’t traditionally meet in sci-fi books. If you’re not a fan of sci-fi but you like the young adult “pining” troupe or you enjoy fun narrators who make a book even more exciting to read, you should still consider checking out Gideon the Ninth. The second books comes out in June and I couldn’t be more excited!

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3) Call Down the Hawk

Call Down the Hawk by Maggie Stiefvater
Maggie Stiefvater and The Raven Cycle were so good to me throughout the years that Call Down the Hawk ended up becoming one of my most anticipated new releases of the year and, let me tell you, it did not disappoint. First of all, the Declan Lynch character development has cleared my skin and helped my crops thrive, and second of all, Maggie Stiefvater writes badass women. I seriously can’t wait for the rest of the trilogy. If I have one wish for the series it’s that I’ll get to see just a LITTLE bit more of the original Raven Cycle peeps outside of Ronan and Adam, but the Lynch brothers more than make up for any holes I may have felt in their absence.

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For the Love of Dark Academia

Why a Sub-genre about Privilege has such a Cult Minority Following

Dark Academia isn’t new, in fact, it’s centuries old. The genre is predicated on a few things, it involves a school setting (usually college or private in nature), a group of friends, and extremely dark themes such as murder, violence, deceit, suicide, etc… Many Greek tragedies are considered Dark Academia simply because they usually take place in a scholarly setting and examine deep, philosophical questions about nature, humankind, and more. Historically, these themes have only been examined, for the most part, by white males, particularly of European or Anglo-Saxon descent. So why, then, does this genre currently have such a cult following of minorities?

Here are my thoughts on the matter as a queer woman:

Evil isn’t personified but still recognizable

In a lot of other genres a finger can be pointed directly at the thing or person who is evil. It’s a dark force of nature or a malicious deity or a wizard bent on destruction. In Dark Academia, often times, there is no point blank evil force, but that doesn’t mean there isn’t evil. In Dark Academia, evil resides in the people and things we recognize all too clearly, the young college boys who harass and demean women but never face consequences for it, the institution that turns a blind eye to evil acts because it benefits from them. Dark Academia gives us the opportunity to explore those lives we often love to hate. The rich, the elite, the tone deaf, the only difference is, most of the time the evil characters are bookended by characters we HOPE exist in these places, working against the system they were born into. Darlington from Ninth House is a perfect example of this.

Characters face consequences for their actions outside of the law

While the evil is identifiable that doesn’t mean Dark Academia is black and white. Often times characters will act against other characters who have done evil or malicious things in a way that is also evil or malicious, taking the, somewhat, twisted, role of a vigilante. I find this particular plot point so interesting to read because, as minorities, we tend to know that there isn’t much the law will do to help us. Rape kits sit untested in evidence rooms for decades, reports of harassment go undocumented, the list goes on and on. Dark Academia gives us a place to see those privileged, maligned characters get their “just desserts”, even if the revenge is just as morally repugnant. An example of this would be The Secret History by Donna Tartt and also Alex Stern’s revenge blackmail of a college frat boy who raped her friend in Ninth House.

Heavily implied homoerotic subtext

One of the thematic elements that you can find in almost all Dark Academia is homoerotic subtext. Historically there aren’t usually “out” gay characters or gay relationships, but because MOST of the characters tend to be men, there is a lot of subtext and interpretation that could be construed as homosexual in nature. In recent decades, however, that has started to change and writers have begun to include actual LGBTQ+ characters, for instance Ronan and Adam in The Raven Cycle series. But older examples like The Picture of Dorian Gray and Dead Poets Society just heavily imply it.

It’s fun to hate characters sometimes

I don’t always need to like a character and support all their decisions for me to recognize that they are a good (ie well written) character. Sometimes it’s fun to hate characters and watch their actions like an on-going trainwreck. I know this a matter of preference but I think it also really lends itself to why Dark Academia has such a cult following. The characters inspire such strong emotion, it’s hard not to want to talk about it with other people and discuss what happened. If there’s one criticism I see from people who don’t like Dark Academia it’s that none of the characters are likable and I have to say, I just don’t understand that. A character doesn’t have to be likable for me to like them as a character, in fact, them being wholly unlikable usually makes it more exciting.

Dark Academia Recommendations

Interested in trying out the genre? I have a few books listed below that I have personally read that I’ve ranked from “easiest” to “hardest” in terms of how difficult they can be to get into if you’re new to the genre. This is by no means an exhaustive list as it only includes books I’ve read, but I highly recommend all of these.

  1. The Raven Boys – Maggie Stiefvater
  2. Vicious – V.E. Schwab
  3. A Great and Terrible Beauty – Libba Bray
  4. Ninth House – Leigh Bardugo
  5. Never Let Me Go – Kazuo Ishiguro
  6. Hamlet – William Shakespeare
  7. The Secret History – Donna Tartt
  8. The Picture of Dorian Gray – Oscar Wilde
  9. Frankenstein – Mary Shelley